Saturday, March 26, 2011

Death is a Silent Ocean





I see a man.
His fists are open because they can now hold nothing,
skin spotted and cracked, in reverence to the sun.
He holds them upright, like a man in worship.
He wonders why even the wind avoids his
fingertips

I see a woman.
She still stands on the shore,
for it is not yet her time.
Each morning,
including this one
She allows the sand a hiding place
beneath her porcelain feet.
She is not yet allowed to touch the water.

The day the man
becomes a sailor.
He hears no waves, nor smells the salt.
Darkness hugs his eyelids
like a humble beast
unaware of his strength.
feeling each syllable like a flower petal
The gardens of which color his horizon
And he is free.

How easy it is to slip into the water.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

To Find My Honor

You said I could find something if my fingers moved across a keyboard
You said I could dig myself out of these holes.
I wonder who first typed up the Bible
Transcribed it from a prophet's writing
i wonder if they felt God's whispers or if His personality was lost within
like mine is now
I need new words to move inside of
Why did you let me slip away?
I need them to flow carelessly from my lips
caressing ears with all they have
I need to stop waking up sweating
To stop dreaming of a figure in the mirror
that has all their faces
I need to count new stars
To capture them inside my fist
You said once you would come with me
But what if these weather vanes hold a different fate
Sirens wake us from our dreams once more
I need to hear you say you can change the wind.
Tornados are made from the whispers of God
And we say we can never hear Him.

So This is my body
Burning chest
itching heart
An armful of you
and a chaotic inner compass.
I need the things we say to come true.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Writers Block

I saw a figure in the mirror
he looked something like you
the wolves conspired to make flesh from fur
mannequin hauntings
loveless blur

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

An ode to storms and springtime

It was as if the angels were rushing by
brushing hair into halo sun
they were eager to start a war with the night
children's laughter, the sound of war drums

Demons fled from their holy pilgrimage
trampled over the trembling countryside
blackness became of every town and village
they were determined never to die

God was to my right hand
I peered down upon the beauty of it all
He smiled, like it was something only He could understand
A decision only He could make-to put an end to fall.